Tuesday, June 30, 2015
WHAT IS THE GOAL?
I was at a meeting with a few hundred folks last weekend, where I met a friend of my wife’s from a distant state. I don’t know if she knew I was going to be there, or if she just happened to see me across the room. She came up to me, introduced herself and told me that she didn’t want to visit long, but that she wanted to tell me how much Finding God in the Seasons of Divorce had been helping her deal with a tough divorce. I was humbled and touched by the fact that a person I didn’t even know made a point to find me to tell me thanks for writing something that made a difference in her life.
A friend of mine gave the books to her friend, who thought, “Great, another book to read…ugh!” But when she saw that my friend had me personalize them to her, she figured she had to at least look at them. Later she called my friend and told her the story, then said that she had been drawn in and was reading them and that “This guy knows exactly what I’m thinking,” then thanked my friend for caring enough to provide her the book which had been such a help.
A lady whom I do not know posted a note that the book was helping her keep her focus on God during a tremendously difficult time of life, and recommended them to anybody going through a divorce.
A man I know got the first book and finished it in a month. When I pointed out it was supposed to be daily readings for six months, he simply replied, “It’s hard to put it down.”
I have individuals I have never met with whom I have offered email support as they struggle their way through their divorce. I have read reviews posted in a variety of places by people who have been touched and encouraged by what they have read in the books.
I have had others who have expressed to me their appreciation at having something they could offer a divorcing friend when they did not even know what to say. I met a lady in tears once, who did not have the funds to buy the book, and we were able to help her get one. I have had individuals who purchased books to give away because they said, “we believe in your ministry.”
After I met that woman the other day, my heart was so touched I decided I had to just say thanks to those of you who have read and benefited by what you have read, then taken the time to let me or others know that it had made a difference. I had wanted to offer people something that I didn’t have when I was going through my divorce, but sure would have liked to have had, and it is encouraging to hear these books do just that. I don’t want to just to say thanks, but thanks because you are part of my dream. Let me tell you why.
After a number of years of writing, reflecting, rewriting (not to mention my own personal healing) and doing all the tedious preparation required to get my devotional books for divorcing folks ready to go, it was finally at the publishers in the final steps before press. A woman at the publisher’s asked me some simple questions: “What is your goal for this book? Is it for a few friends? Is it for a wider audience out there?” After some reflection, I responded that while it would be great to sell lots of books and make some money out of all the hard work, ultimately the goal was that one day I would have a stack of emails or letters of individuals thanking me because the book had helped them get through their divorce.
The first time I heard from somebody that it had helped them, and especially the first time I heard it from somebody I never met, I realized that something I believed had come to pass. I believed that if it made a difference in one person’s life, then it was worth everything it took to get them out there. Better than that, I have started to grow the stack of emails, notes and quotes that remind me of what it is all about. Not that they are perfect, but I am thrilled to know they have become a tool God is using in the lives of my friends and friends I have yet to meet, like the lady I saw last weekend. God bless you all, dear readers.
Sunday, June 14, 2015
THE DIRTY LITTLE SECRET
Churches all around the world of a variety of sorts have made clear in their teaching that marriage is for life, as the vows say “till death do you part,” and often end marriage services with the old phrase, “what God has joined together, let not man put asunder.”
Jesus words about marriage from Matthew 19 are some of the most loved about marriage, as Jesus responds to a question from the Pharisees about divorce: "from the beginning it was not so, the two become one flesh.” When they question him further about why Moses allowed divorce, Jesus responded that it is because of their hardness of heart.
Correction, OUR hardness of heart.
What is the secret? The secret is that, even though Christians teach and stand for the sanctity of marriage for life, as we should, and even though we believe that a marriage with a spiritual connection in God makes for a stronger marriage, even among the best of Christians there are times divorce comes into our lives.
The “dirty” part of the secret is that from the time of Moses forward, God in his wisdom, recognizing the fallen state of man, made provision in the scripture for the possibility of divorce. We may not like that it is there, or think it speaks of failure and falls short of the ideal, the provision is still there.
In other words, though we hold a wonderful ideal and seek to maintain the highest standard for marriage, divorce still occurs because hardness of heart still exists in our world. Even the best of us, with the best effort, fall far short of God’s perfection.
While I would never advocate divorce as a quick solution or the first choice for marital tensions, neither would I pretend like there is no need for it in our world. God can accomplish great things, but my observation has been that often marriages can come to a point in which one partner is willing to submit to God while another has grown tired of trying and is ready to quit. When one partner or the other reaches that point of no return, until or unless they soften their heart, divorce continues to be the end result.
In His wisdom, God knew the realities of our lives here on earth, and he made provision for our weaknesses for the sake of those whose hearts have been broken by one - whose heart has grown hard.
One of the wisest statements I ever heard came from the mouth of a pastor’s wife I met only once or twice in my life. I was present as she was visiting with a mutual friend, and she shared the heartbreaking story of the chairman of the deacons in the church her husband served. She indicated that after 25 years of marriage,tha chairman was facing divorce. The wise statement that she uttered came after she described her sorrow over that divorce, and then said, “But for the grace of God, there go I”. Instead of judging those she knew who were divorced, or quoting scriptures to suggest they were wrong to pursue that course, she recognized the fallenness of our world and that it is only through God’s help that her marriage vows had been preserved.
Now that God has granted me a second chance, I pray that the same God will provide the same help and grace for my wife and I as we seek to live out our wedding vows for the rest of our lives. For those readers who are married, I pray that God will enable you to do the same.
Thursday, June 4, 2015
The other day a friend and I were having a conversation over a donut, talking a lot about this and that and even more about nothing. But in the middle of the conversation, he made a comment that I told him was a really important statement. I told him I thought I might even use it for a blog topic, and his response was, “feel free.” So, without embarrassing him about it and leaving him nameless instead, here are the thoughts he ignited as we conversed.
My friend’s comment was a simple one, and we were talking about how much of our lives have been the result of things we did not choose, such as what country we were born in. Reflecting on that, he added the comment, “You know, if there were nothing else to be thankful to them for, I at least should be appreciative of the fact that my parents raised me in such a way that they taught me the basic principles of being a Christian.” I agreed, and began turning the topic over in my mind.
Many of us attempt to do that very thing. Sometimes it works out great, and the children follow in our footsteps and become quality Christian leaders as adults. Our children can also be challenges to our faith, helping us see ways we still need to grow in our obedience to Christ. In some cases, the children abandon the principles they were taught as they grow up, wandering in “the far country” like the prodigal son, during which time we have to remain faithful, trusting God and praying for his hand upon our children. How our children respond to the Christian faith as they grow up is not something we parents get to choose; what we get to choose are the examples and opportunities we provide. Our children have to make their own decisions for or against Christ, just as we have ourselves.
This can get complicated by other things as well, such as church drama, youth ministers that impact our children for better or worse, parents whose faith experiences and commitments are radically different, and, of course, by divorce.
Divorce can cause children to struggle in their faith, questioning a God who did not keep their family together. Beyond that, however, is what happens after a divorce. Many times I have observed one or both parents abandon their church and even abandoning a Christian lifestyle after they get divorced. Some individuals never darken the door of the church again, leaving their children to question the sincerity and validity of what they have been taught over the years. Others who were once apparently devout in their faith, suddenly shift and live in ways clearly contrary to the faith.
All too often the children are faced with a set of divorced parents, one of whom continues in faith and church, while the other rejects and maybe even ridicules that very faith. This can all be very unsettling for the children. In those cases, it always makes me think of the times Jesus warned us not to put stumbling blocks in the way of children, that it would be better to be drowned in the sea than to ever do that.
However, once again, the only thing we can control is our own example and commitment. Much as you may want your partner (or your ex) to be more committed to Christ, or to be more obedient to the teaching of scripture, you only have the ability to work on your own growth. We have to pray and trust God to work on those in our lives we love.
The good news is, though, that we CAN work on the heritage we are leaving behind. We can each choose to do our best to be faithful. We can leave an example by how our Bibles are open and our attendance at Bible Study and Worship is regular. We can demonstrate by our lives that we believe the teachings of scripture are not mere information to be absorbed, but principles to be applied and lived in our daily lives. We can become “the sermon” our children see every day they are around us, and in so doing, do our part in giving our children the greatest gift any parent can ever give: knowledge of the salvation made available for us in Christ.
Let me add one final thought. Many of us, especially those divorced, struggle with whether we have provided an inadequate example and have failed in passing on the faith properly. The truth is, divorced or not, NONE of us live the faith perfectly. Always remember, we also set an example by how we handle our failures. When we accept responsibility for them, honestly confess them to God and appropriately to others, and seek to continue to grow we are providing an important example they need
I invite you to consider what the heritage is that YOU are offering to YOUR children.
Wednesday, May 27, 2015
LIVING WITH YOUR MISTAKES
Coulda, woulda, shoulda. I wish I’d, if only I’d, had I known….
Haunting words, sometimes, aren’t they.
I think everyone in life can find something that causes them to look back with just a twinge of self-doubt (or maybe a ton!). Feelings of guilt and inadequacy often follow.
Sometimes we are our own worst critics, spending so much time focusing on regrets of choices that didn’t turn out as we hoped - that we paralyze ourselves into fear of choices in our futures. Sometime we are guilty of wishfully thinking our lives away, wondering how it could have been different if we had made a different choice back when.
That can be especially true if you take seriously the responsibility for good and poor choices, or the importance of doing your best to do the things God wants you to do. In those cases, when things don’t turn out as you anticipated, you then can even question whether you were listening to God well or ignoring the directions He was giving you. The trouble is, you can spend the rest of your life analyzing things like this, and never really get anywhere because of it.
Sometimes we just make mistakes.
Sometimes they aren’t mistakes, it’s just that we didn’t have the foresight to realize what all the consequences would be, so were surprised when unexpected results came.
More often than not in life, I feel like I did my best to make the best choice I knew how to make with the best advice and what information I had available at the time. If I had it to do over again, I might make other choices, but I don’t have it to do again, and even if I did, without retrospect I’d probably still make the same choices. On the other hand, things I have learned from choices in the past that didn’t turn out as expected can help inform me to approach choices differently choices in the future.
It isn’t healthy to just blow off our mistakes as if they didn’t matter, nor affect anybody but ourselves. Sometimes the poor choices we make impact the lives of others for years to come, and we need to own that, as well as learn how to be wiser about making choices.
It seems to me there is a balance to be struck. Not so overburdened that we overly dwell on the past and are in bondage to the guilt of it, nor so flippant that we are oblivious to the impact of our choices and our responsibility for them. We need to accept our responsibility, and also learn to forgive ourselves. I have known people who would vocalize that they believe God could forgive them, but they didn’t think they could ever forgive themselves for choices they had made. That is not a very healthy place to be, if for no other reason than that such a statement makes oneself more important than God!
I like the example we find in the Bible, where the story is told of Peter and his threefold denial of Jesus. After he did so, the scripture tells us he went out and wept bitterly, realizing his sin. But in John 21, we have the incident of Jesus and his threefold restoration of Peter, in which Jesus does not absolve Peter from responsibility for his choice, but at the same time assuring Peter that he still had a place in the service of Christ. Jesus did not compel Peter to spend the rest of his life dwelling on his past, but urged him to learn from it and to use it as he pursued a higher future.
If you are carrying heavy burdens from your past, then perhaps today would be a good day to examine them for what you can learn, but then take the information to turn from your past and toward the future that God would have for your life. God takes us where we are right now in our lives; he doesn’t leave us stuck in the mistakes of our past.
Sunday, May 24, 2015
FIVE MINUTES TO A NEW LIFE…
ANYWAY…..I’ve noticed that in a lot of these games, many of which include lots of guns, bombs, zombies and bloodshed, the player of the game risks getting destroyed in one fashion or another. When you are, there is always something that then sets up the next round, usually a reset button, a time of waiting, or an opportunity for you to spend money to “get a new life.” Sometimes right away, sometimes for a price, sometimes after a period of waiting, but the game is NEVER completely over, or if it is, there is always the next round.
Do you believe in a circular or a linear view of history. That is, do you believe there was a starting point and things (including your own life) is moving to some conclusion in the future. Some religions teach that it is all a big circle, with individuals coming back time and again in different forms, different lives and different eras.
Biblical teaching, however, clearly disagrees. The Bible states that however everything started, it was God who was in the beginning getting things going. As well as it will be God who, at the end of time, will bring an end to everything we now know and experience in the final judgment and start of final eternity. The video games fits well into the circular scenario, but to apply that over to the world in which we actually live, seems to me, at the very least, to be very misleading.
I was walking my wife's "little-so called" dogs today. On the route we took, they were very interested when we crossed a rise and they discovered a fresh road kill…an armadillo was in the road, hit by a car and now dead. Further on we ran across another specimen, this time a squirrel, probably hit last night, it appeared. Neither animal moved. The squirrel’s eyes were vacant, the life force drained onto the roadway. Nowhere around did I notice a reset button, nor do I expect that if I had hung around it would have eventually gotten a new life and run away. The early life of that squirrel was over (whether it is now living in squirrel heaven would be the topic of another blog).
We have one life to live. I will never be a teenager again (and I’m actually very okay with that!). I will never launch my first career again. I will never have my first child again. Among other things, divorce cannot be undone. Couples can and do reconcile and get married to one another again, but doing so does not change the fact that, at least for a while, they were divorced.
Sometimes in life we do get second chances at things. I feel very blessed in the second chance at marriage I have had, which has given me the opportunity to enjoy what I feel is a really good marriage. However, having a second chance is not the same as being able to change our past.
More often than not, though, we get one chance to make our choices in any given situation. Often knowing the best or right choice is not always as clear as we would like it to be. Some of our choices entail negative consequences we never intended nor desired. Some choices lead us to greater things than we had ever imagined. Even though there are many books, fantasies and movies about the possibility of time travel and changing history, in real life, that isn’t an option we have. We make our choices now, and then handle the consequences.
Whether divorce, marriage, career, education, starting a family…whatever the life issue about which you are required to make choices these days, I invite you to consider the values and bases out of which you make the choices of your life. The scriptures offer guidance to enable you to be wise and godly choices that will stand strong not just in this world, but also into eternity. They even offer guidance about how God would have you handle the mistakes of your life that he can use them for something good. And if you aren’t sure, then Proverbs 1:7 is a pretty good place to start.
Wednesday, May 20, 2015
Looking at both sides...
I was driving down the road the other day in a nearby city, and saw a big billboard that said something like, “Divorce attorney…$39.00 non-contested with no children, $95.00 with children.” I can tell you, those fees wouldn’t have even paid for an HOUR of time with my attorney. Nope, the attorney’s fees I encountered (as well as many of my readers) was much more than those figures would suggest.
So how much DOES it cost to get a divorce?
Well, first of all, there are some dollars involved, as is suggested by the sign, as well as by the headlines when the wealthy and famous divorcing reach settlements for millions. And yet somehow, I think those are actually the smallest costs. It is the unadvertised costs that make divorce costly.
In fact, one of the nicest comments I ever received about my books was from an individual who stated that she and her husband were getting a divorce (or about to), and when they read my book, they changed their minds and decided to work things out in their marriage. While they didn’t explain why, I suspect it was because as they read my first volume, they discovered a lot of things come with a divorce that they didn’t expect or realize, and decided the price was far higher than they anticipated or wanted to pay.
Some uncounted costs of divorce could be the children whose inner sense of security and ability to have healthy relationships can be impaired through the process of a divorce.
Plans for retirement may be drastically altered, as income is reduced and money that once would have been set aside for the future has to be expended in rebuilding life with a new dwelling with all its furnishings.
One cost that is sometimes encountered, but rarely expected, is the toll taken on the relationship with a child. This can happen as a child develops a skewed view of what happened or of one parent, either because another parent subtly poisons the child’s thinking or because the age of the child does not allow them to understand the adult issues, and the child never comes to terms with them even when he/she becomes an adult.
I know of individuals who never saw their child again.
During the raising of children through divorce, one of the costs is the impairment of the power of discipline, as often a child can play one parent against another or simply choose to pursue what the child wants in the household that will provide it rather than the one that objects. Within the heart of the person who is divorced, the costs can be the loss of an ability to trust, or the development of a bitter cynicism that limits one’s hopes and dreams. In some cases, even one’s family can turn against their own family member, viewing the development from outside and drawing conclusions that may or may not be correct. And some have expressed the feeling of having become a failure, like they have let God or themselves down.
On the other hand, I once had a student in one of my college speech classes who gave a presentation about domestic violence. She had found an article in a magazine that described a woman who had been beaten by her husband and resisted the impulse to leave, until the day that he hit her in the head with a ball bat, threw her in the back of his car and drove hundreds of miles, with her bleeding in the back, finally dumping her in a strange city where, miraculously, she survived. She paid a high price to stay in the marriage.
Abuse is often passed from generation to generation. Those who choose to stay in unhealthy marriage with mates who have no desire to make things better pay a cost. Facing the world with a mask to hide the sadness and disappointment of a partnership that has sucked their life force from them.
Maybe, sometimes, not getting divorced costs more than it is worth, too.
There are also costs, though, to make a marriage work well, and to make things work well post divorce.
Choosing to be intentional about healthy changes, about growing and facing issues or problems head on is not an easy thing sometimes, but is always an important thing.
What prices do you pay for what you are pursuing in life? Are you investing in the best things, and paying whatever it costs to do and be the best you can?
Very few things in life are as simple as they may appear, but the important ones are worth every effort expended.
Sunday, May 10, 2015
MOTHER’S DAY, AGAIN
I like Mother’s Day. Sometimes my birthday is on Mother’s Day, though I wasn’t born on Mother’s Day, nor did it fall on Mother’s Day this year. (Thanks to those of you who wished me a Happy Birthday, by the way.) If you have a great mother, or are the husband or parent of a woman who is a great mother, I hope you realize how precious the gift you have is. I hope that mother knows that you realize how precious she is. If you aren’t sure, turn off your computer and go call her right now!
For some of us, Mother’s Day is about memories of mom stored in our hearts from days gone by. I have come to appreciate the fact that nobody is perfect, and many mothers struggle over whether they have been a good mother or not. But the important thing to me is not whether a woman serves the role perfectly; it is about whether she has tried her best, mistakes and all. Expecting perfection of any human being is foolish. Choosing to cherish the good is wisdom.
Over the years, my perspectives on Mother’s Day has changed. I think motherhood is a great thing, and should be celebrated.
However, I am also aware that not all women are mothers, and for them the day can be very difficult, especially if they have wanted to be, or if they never were married and felt like they never had the chance. The day can also be hard for mothers who have lost their spouses in recent years, or children who face the day for the first time without mom. For those individuals, your gift of a smile or a simple phone call can mean a lot.
Divorce impacts Mother’s Day as well. Sometimes children are turned against a parent, and when that happens to be the mother, then today is a day of heartache instead of a day of celebration.
Mothers of the divorced grieve as they watch grandchildren torn between two homes, and perhaps question the values being taught in one home or the other. For the divorced dad of small children, spending the day surrounded by smiling families when his children are at their moms, becomes a very lonely day.
Instead, God chose to place us in families, which Paul says in Ephesians 3:14-15 is designed after the fatherhood of God. Imperfect though many families are and the difficulties involved in being a truly great parent, the design is a marvelous thing in which we have the privilege of participating.
Someday, when we see God face to face, we will understand fully what family was really intended to be like.
Until that day, tell your mom you love her…or celebrate by reflecting on a few special memories or photos if she is no longer here. Happy Mother’s Day
At the same time, a single friend of mine decided she wanted to be a mother, and adopted two children who needed a mother…and that has been, as far as I can tell, a great combination.
to all of you…even if it is a hard day to celebrate this year.